Yes, there are my beloving family...
We are happiness...
18th AUGUST 2009 (A SUNNY DAY)
Suddenly feel very peaceful and joyful...
There are a very touch feeling come out from my heart. That feeling cannot explain, so comfortable and also very sweet...
Too many kind of love are surround my life,
LOVE is a important thing in our life, without it we will living in the darkness place,
The place which is full of sadness...
That why, God give us His 1st love, He create our life full of love...
Let me review something, long time ago, i was living in the darkness place...
Which i always feel selfpity, always conplaning, always think to negative...
Wow!! That is so hard for savoir rite??
Luckily God is discover me, His is only one who save me and give me all thing i having now...
Oh Lord, i want to talk loudly to everyone, i love you sooooo much...
I give thank to You...

Hurt???

Hurt???
Anyone know what is hurt?
It is a feeling of painful which is come from our heart,
that feeling we cannot explain…
Hurt can make someone become crazy; it can change our attitude by the hurt…
Hurt is a very sensitive thing, somebody because of their hurt and make them lost their confident…
They lost their confident to do many things,
And also because of hurt they cannot be success in their life, thought they are a perfectly guy or girl…
So don’t let our hurt and defeat our life…
In our perfect life is no more bitterness, throw away our sadness and thinking positive,
Then we can found that actually life isn’t that bad…
So try and cheer up a bit, everything will be done automatically…
I am sure that everyone will go on to that bitterness part, which is our sadness moment…
But that doesn’t mean is a bad thing in our life,
It is a chance for us to grow, to gain more and more knowledge in our life and also in our society, it also a way for us to change ourselves … just like me – Sherene…
I am a normal girl, no more specially skill I have…
But because of God, I know that I have my pretentions,
I can do many specially souvenir, I can care people by my loving heart, I can also do many things that others cannot do it…
I am special with others also, my special is uniqueness…
Sometime we need to open our mind and change our mind to think to the positive way,
Doesn’t mean that we are cheating ourselves,
It is a way for us to make our future life become more and more happiness… =)
LOVE = HAPPINESS
Love to others, others will also love to you…
Our world is full of many type of love…

My bad attitude

My bad attitude
July 22, 2009 (a very no mood night)
I am sad, jie jie say my attitude is selfish. Actually I think also la.
I am selfish, I never care all other person, I just want all people concern me and caring me. That is me… a very bad attitudes, I have to change all this bad attitudes, if not that will bring me many problem in my future life.
I agree that what jie jie say just now. That is my problem when I feel disconnect with my cell group members. Because I am selfish and also jealous so I feel disconnect with other. Thanks jie jie, because let me know all this.
But why I still feel sad ne? Lord Jesus, jie jie say you are only one can always listen me, you tell me... How can I change my bad attitude? I want to be a perfectly girl, I want to be your very good daughter. I want to learn from you, you are a merciful God; You give us your first love. You teach me how to be a merciful girl, please…
Lord Jesus, I hope to tell my parent about You, I wish to tell them about I get water baptized already. You help me and give me an opportunity to tell them. When I tell them about this they won’t scold me. I hope that they can accept me…
Lord, you help me to improve my family finance ok. My daddy need a very big amount for medicine every months, you help me solve my parent business problem, so that they need not worry about the finance.
In Jesus name I pray, AMEN \[o_o]/

A very tired day…

A very tired day…
July 26, 2009
Wa!! Today is soooo tired.
This week I back hometown again, a very long travelling from KL to pulau ketam, when I reach there already 5++ pm. but looking at my parents, they was so happy when saw me back, strength upon me again… hehe
I love my family so much, I am happiness. I have a very lovely parents who care us so much, I have 4 little younger sister and brother, they are respect me so much. That is my family. I willingly to do all things for them, though I am tired.
Yesterday, I accompany daddy drink tea and chatting until 10++pm, then accompany mum chatting until 12am something. After that, I have supper with all my younger sister and brother again… so bad rite? Around 12++ am, I bring all my younger sister and brother going out and have supper… hehe but I think that is ok one, because not always like that ma…
We have supper until around 3:00 am, actually I feel tired so much one, no more energy but all my sister and brother like very happy to talk with me, they got many thing want to share with, so I got no choice la…
The next day, there is today la… I wake up at 8:00 am, so early rite? But I have no choice. Because I decide to attend the evening praise celebration, so I must be wake up earlier than other day. This morning my mums do too many delicious foods from me to eat, at the whole morning I eat never stop, after our family gathering I go and prepare to come back to KL. Suddenly, feel a bit sad, I feel sad because want depart them.
At that time, I feel myself so crazy, why I want sendiri find trouble for myself, actually I can be very relax at my home and enjoy the time with my family one. But I don’t want, I choose the way to go back KL and attend the praise celebration. Until finally make myself become very very tired and no more energy. Is it I am very crazy, I think one time no attends the praise celebration is ok one, I also believe that God won’t force us to worship Him gua… I feel to angry and also very unwilling with going back to KL… when I reach wangsa maju, I was bully by the taxi driver, haiz… a very short distance he charge me RM 3… apalah?? Instead he never send me until in front of the church, he just throw me at the road…
But luckily I have come la, because ps Davil is so nice, he care my family, he concern them and also pray for them, I feel so touch leh. I got a feel like God answer my prayer thought him to me. I hope God can answer my prayer as soon as la…
AMEN

A letter to God

A letter to God
23th July 2009
Lord Jesus, I am Sherene, that is my 1st letter for you…
Jesus, please I ask for your help, you help me to heal my parent body. My daddy kidney report not so good, actually still got medicine can heal one, but the medicine is so expensive, instead our finance also got some problem. My daddy have to earn more money for our family and also afford our tuition fees, especially is my tuition fees… there is too expensive already. Father Lord, you come upon us please, although my parents still no know you yet. I need your help; you help me to solve the entire problem which I face now…
Only you can help me, you help me take away all my parents worry and also all the sadness. Jesus use your blood cover his body and wash his dirty blood. So that he can become more health. Oh lord, you help me to take away all his fear, suffer and all the negative thinking, you teach him how to think positive.
Father lord, I also pray for my mum, her health also not so good, this few day she always tell me her eye is feel painful, I think may be is her disease cause become like that. Lord all of us need my mum so much, especially my daddy… She cannot fall down, she have to strong, she need to support all of our family… You give her strength; give her power and energy to support my daddy… You send many many angels surround her and support her and also protect her. In bible say that Jesus can heal the blind and also all the serious disease, so that I really believe that Jesus can also help me heal my parents… I want open my heart to trust in you, I also believe that you are always hearing my prayer.
Jesus, please help me change my life, changes my bad attitude. You can punish me when I doing wrong, I willing to learn. I know that you are only one who dead for us, you give us free and take away all our sin. So I want to surrender you and also honor you. I am luckily knowing you, you let me know this worth, you give me anything, you bless me and also give a happiness life… lord Jesus, I hope all my family can also like me, accept you as our savior… you help me to let them know you are only one our God in this worth.
Jesus, I hope you don’t mind I pray to you like, because I only can write down all the prayer… I also do not know why I cannot speak out my prayer…hehe
In Jesus name I pray, AMEN!!!

ADJUST my confusing HEART

ADJUST my confusing HEART
12 July 2009 (Sunday)
Wa! Today feel not so well, feel very cold leh… My stomach like having many many air… aiyoyo feel so bad leh… but I still have to go church la… At the morning we eat and go to church together with all cell group members… Actually is quite happy one, but don’t know why my heart will feel uncomfortable ne?? I feel all my cell member and me are disconnected… That feeling have a bit lonely, and also unhappy… We like come from two different worth, when they are talking, I feel like no topic to chat with them… Then, they also like not discover this… haiz, sad la… I like a glass… I am very scare if I continue feel like that, think one day I will leave them liao la… But I like my leader and all my church members so much, because they care me like their younger sister, they teach me, support me when I am suffer, they pray for me, always belong with me and many many thing la…… all of this make me feel very very touch… Grace is my perfectly jie jie in my life, I cannot accept other people to be my leader… although I may go other place working in future, but she still will be my cell leader forever…
God let me know, what should do…? I hope I can be very very enjoy when we are together… God tell me, is it I am jealous with someone. But I dun want be jealousy leh, there is not good for me. In bible words, Galatians 5:20-22 say we cannot be jealousy, so I cannot like that one. But why I still cannot control myself ne?? Jesus, please help me take away this feeling and help me adjust my emotion…
Sherene Chia Fei Voon, you cannot like that one, you must remember that God love u soooo much ok. God love me, Jesus love me, my parents love me, all my younger sister and brother love me and all the church members love me also ok……
Don’t forget oh, Sherene Chia Fei Voon, you won’t alone one…
Don’t jealousy yeah!!! Sherene is a good good girl, you would not jealous one. I want do all thing which is all the jie jie are doing now, I want to help all college fresher and love them and also care for them… ok… Good! Good! Good!
Jesus, I believe that you are hearing me ho.

Cleaning our beloved church~~~ Clean... Clean... Clean...

Cleaning our beloved church~~~ Clean... Clean... Clean...
July 11, 2009(a very quiet night, all people are sleeping except me…)

Wa!!! I am happy, because I am a GOOD GOOD girl…
1st time I do house work, I never do house work before, because my home having maid since young, so I won’t have this opportunity to do all this kind of work… Hehe, actually I also lazy to do this thing la… When I am young, I always feel shy if my mum asks me to help kakak to do house work. So, I will not willing to do it…
But now… I like to do this thing so much… haiz!! Also dunno why I become so hard working jor~~~ my mum sure will feel happy one, if she know what I am doing now… she will feel I am become more mature already… Just now I know, doing house work can also very happy one… especially when you see that area become very very clean… so next time tell all my younger sister and brother know this thing… o(n_n)o XiXi

Today, jie jie ask me to vocumn our beloved church. At beginning I feel afraid with that machine, because it got a very noise sound… it is very very noise, make me feel nervous. I scare it will harm me. When I try my best to use it, I found that……hehe actually it is quite cute and funny one. I am holding this machine to eat all the rubbish. Very easier to control… if I got more money I decide to buy one for my home… haha
After cleaning our beloved church, most of us also hungry already, then we go take dinner together… wa!! We like a very big family ho~~~ although that restaurant is not very high class and also not very nice, because got some people smoking at there and also got some insect on the tree then suddenly fall down to your food, and make you food become more special… but I feel happy because we are eating together… that is my spiritual family and my spiritual life lo, hehe

Oh ya!! One more thing also make me so happy, that is washing Grace’s car…hehe
At evening l help my beloved leader Grace wash her pupu car… that also my 1st time washing a car oh, so happy leh… I can feel that her car also happy, because it is very clean already after we finish washing it… I give her car name as xiao ying, because Grace’s name is pei ying. So automatically her car name will be xiao ying lo, am I right?? I hope that they will be safe journey in every travelling, xiao ying will always help pei ying to fetch us… so we no need go to church by taxi or bus lo…haha! Amen!!!