Cast your care

Casting all your care upon him; for he cares for you. (1 Peter 5:7)

Trust the Lord, he has great plan to all of us. In times, it may look like no way for us, but actually there have already a way which is we can’t see by our natural eyes. We always can’t see and know what the plan of God is. But by the faith of God there is nothing impossible. One day we will know that be faithful with our life has been planned by the Lord and everything will be fine, the life is always wonderful, because he is controlling.

No matter how bad on your situation, how bad on your life. He knows…

No matter how sad you are, how pain your heart. He knows also, yet he is painful than you.

Has you asked your parents: “ mama or papa, how you feel when I am in the troubles? How you feel when I am sad and helpless? How you feel when I am sick or harming by others? ” then how they answer your question?

The answer is their feeling is painful than you, even their physical sense is like nothing, but their mentally are helpless than you. They may not treat you like a little child, please don’t feel disappoint. It is because they want you grow. They wanted you to overcome the challenges.

Same thing, for our Lord; our heavenly father, He is helpless when we suffer in the troubles also, you may think that what’s wrong. He is the powerful one, why helpless? Don’t misunderstand, his helpless is because all the children can’t know the truth, he is trying the best to let all the people know he is controlled. He wishes to tell people that actually nothing to sad and fear or worry, but He can’t tell us too directly. The distance between our Father and us is too far away, though Jesus already tries his best to make a way for us to connect with our Father. People eyes always blind and their heart always confuse and struggle. Even the voice of God is louder enough for everyone to hear but they always can’t hear anything.

Would you like to have people chasing you down to meet your needs? Then next time you’re facing problem, give it to God. Let him be the one who’s concerned about it. He’s volunteered for the job and you can trust him to do it well. After all, He really does care for you.

Please make comparison between your life and Jesus life

I am sad, because people can’t understand me;

I am sad, because lack of acceptance;

I am sad, because people always reject me;

I am sad, because people always can’t notice me. They always don’t know how much I have been done for them.

I am sad, because no more people pay attention to me;

I am sad, because people don’t know my needs;

I am sad, because somebody does me wrong;

I am sad, why life is so bitterness;

I am sad, why I can’t have a good relationship with people;

I am sad, why this and that………

Unending complaining always come out from people mouth,

Self-pity makes people feel life very unmeaningful.

Have you list down all your complaint and make comparison with Jesus life?

I had done it before, actually just few weeks ago.

And I found that: “Oh my God, what so bitter on Jesus life”.

Suddenly my heart feels touch with what he has did for me.

When he feel sad and disappoint alone all the time;

What he do is always good for people, but people always reject him;

He did a lot for us, but whose know it? Is it all people treasure his love?

He willing to die for every one of us, but is it all people say he is great?

He create a lot of miracle for people, is it people say he is powerful?

He take care on everyone, is it he get good relationship with people?

Is it everyone accepts him and understands him?

Whose is going to comfort him when he is sad?

Why you so great Jesus you are. You have never complained with the life. I can’t imagine that this reality world having this kind of people who always concern on people yet never asking for reward. I really hope that I can show something to you. Wish to let you know I treasure your love. I am grateful with you, don’t want to make disappoint on you.

Give thanks to you all the time…..

When troubles come your way,

consider it an opportunity for great joy,

for you know that when your faith is tested,

your endurance has a chance to grow,

when your endurance is fully developed,

you will be perfect and complete and also needing nothing. (James 1 : 2-4)

I am waiting for my life to be needing nothing,

surely it will be a peaceful, yet wonderful life....

Human demand is always unlimited,

it just make us tired all the time,

unlimited demand make people lack something,

make haert having a emptiness place,

money cannot fill that emptiness in the human heart,

it is His words can make it?

Looking for the answer...

Life in struggling

Life is tired..
God promise us will be with us all the time,
"When you tired, come to me. I will give you rest...."
People said: " God is beside you, just be silent and listen to His voice, He is talk to you..."

As i ask: Lord, where are you now?
Why I always lost my way...
Why life is so difficult?

Actually the main problem is I AM A LIAR....
I afraid to let people know my weakness,
I afraid to tell people I am struggle also,
I afraid to say I am sorry, I can't make it well,
I afraid to say i don;t know...
I afraid to cry in front of people.

struggling...........

Tired and Tired

Father Lord, Sherene feel lonely...

I don't like this kind of feeling...

Feel tired in my life, feel hate with this kind of life,

but I am your believer, when I have bad thinking, you will appear to my mind and ask me don't to think negative, sometime will feel that "yes, I am ok, should be ok soon, because you are with me right now".. but many many enemies always come to my mind and wash my brain and send me bad thinking...

I really feel tired to think more,

don't want think, don't want hear, don't want see, don't want know everything....

I am really tired to face problem...

Father Lord, why?

you say you love us, but why you are so "unfair",

why you test me too many time,

too many testing make me become weak, my spirit really become weak.....

please i need a break,

i need a stable life,

i need a peaceful life...

i don't know whether my faith is still not enough, that is why you give me so many trouble.

but i really don't know where is the problem,

i no dare enough to go through all your test, it is too hard, yet uncomfortable in heart.

get many many hurt from there....

i am going to stop all my work right now,

i got no more energy to support others, take care on others,

i am sorry, i am unable.....

too tired already....

how best if my brain suddenly stop working then i can have a long break...

Sherene crying for your care, you know???

please help me take away my burden and my worry......