Lord, I am crying every day, every night, every time…..
I hate doughnut, really hate it so much. My heart like doughnut; so empty inside there; unbelievable empty.
Crying make me feel tired, but should I do except crying out everything to you.
I really don’t know how to speak out my sadness.
Lord, not that I want to think too negative, it is life force me, is the worse situation force me.
Lord, you send a spiritual family, give me hope, make me depend on there, there I get love and learn to love others. But the same, I get a deep hurt from there as well.
Lord, unforeseen love, care, concern and support make sad, deeper and deeper sad.
Lord, is it my problem is too much make people around don’t know how to close with me; don’t know how to communicate with me?
Lord, I am carrying a lot of gifts; it is too heavy for me.
No matter how brave I am, how much faith I have, how much hope I put… it is always not enough for me to facing the GIANTS in front of me.
Lord, guide me; I am so lost in my way. I really don’t know how to be a daughter of parents, a sister for all younger brother and sister, a student at college, a senior for junior, a good believer for church.
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